The Princess of Snark (spudmanson) wrote in fat_bi_drama,
The Princess of Snark

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This Girl.....

I want to hate her. I want to shoot glares of seething rage at her and think bad things about her and hope she dies. I want to be able to tell her exactly what I think of her.

But I can't.

Because I like her. Because some of the things she does are so much like what I have done. But she takes it to another level. I jsut am not sure anymore. I like her, as a freind and nothing more. I feel a close bond with her, because we are so much the same. But the differences are killing me. Teh people she hurts do not desreve this. That is why I want to hate her. BUt I cannot actually bring myself to hate her.

This is very hard for me, I can't like and hate somebody, I feel like karma is going to come and get me just for having bad feelings about somebody I consider a freind. This rage fills me that I cannot describe and I jsut want to attack her, but at the same time I want to help her and be kind and thoughtful and be her friend.

I'm so confused.........
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